Look, i know that it was out of the blue, but i just had to. Bcs if i didn’t, then you’d feel a lot more worse than this. I’m sorry, i know that i said i love you, i do love you, i’m just not in love with you, you know?
Idk why, and its not bcs of you, its bcs of me. I don’t really believe in the term being in love anymore. But i do care for you, love you infact, just not the kind of love that you want; that you need.
If it is true that you were in love with me, then i am so fucking sorry that i couldn’t return it. I didn’t do it on purpose, i swear, but i know me, and i know that i won’t be in love with you, i know that i can’t give you the love that you deserve.
So i thought, why do you have to be stuck here with me, when there is actually someone out there who can give you the love that you actually deserve?
So please, just understand that it was hard for me to break up with you. I was hurt too, i still am actually. But i just can’t let you stay here with me, with someone who can’t return your love.
Thank you for the moments.
I have found this very useful to think about over the years, and I find that it is a lot easier and more bearable to be sad when you aren’t constantly berating yourself for being sad."